- Tuesday, February 28, 2006
Went to sleep at like 5 something AM, last night (technically this morning). Woke up at 2 in the afternoon….. well, actually first I woke up at 9am, from my mom telling me I have a phone call. It was the army recruiter. The guy that I told my name was Tony, but now he knows my name is Cameron. He could tell that I was tired and he just woke me up. He asked where is it that I work at night,
told him the movies.
He asked at windward mall?
told him yeah.
He said he thinks he’s talked to me before. and to tell Alisha that he said Hi. hahahaha.
But yeah, nothing to do today. I was gonna try and see about getting my bike fixed, but my 2pm wake-up call (literally) kinda nixed those plans. Also, that coupled with the grey cloudy sky, nixed my plans for going out for a run.
and you know teh rest………..
You know, I just realized …. oooh hold that thought…. on Friday, I also just realized, from seeing a flyer for it, The Kay Jewlers store, their slogan, “Every Kiss begins with Kay.” haha. I just realized that Every Kiss beings with Kay, Kiss starts with the letter K…. yeahhhh, sometimes I amaze myself….
ok, now back to what I was going to say. I just realized that theres the save and spell check things on this here xanga stuff. Which are two things that would be very usefull to me, and I wish I would have pointed them out earlier….
I think I’ll be a sell out and get xanga premium… even though its not worth it for me, since the big selling point of it seems to be the picture hosting and stuffs, which is something I’ll most likely never take advantage of. But maybe, premium will give me an excuse to try to update this thing a little more often, like I used to…
- Monday, February 27, 2006
hmmm…..nothing today…. didn’t bother about class either… this is another lost semester… well, at least, last thursday, I finally came out to my mom about how I just can’t do both work and school…
yeah, lately, I’ve actually been trying to do my school work, reading the text book and everything. But, those lost days to working at the theatre just kill me.
I’ve even been taking my stuff to the theatre, so I can study when I’m on break. But, a lot of times, that just doesnt work out.
Cause, theres just too much people around at the mall for me to concentrate on studying, i.e. mostly either hotties that you just can’t take your eyes or mind off, or stupid hipsters that makes me want to punch them in the face when ever I see them.
There’s that gay mall music that doesn’t help.
The ideal place that I like to study is off in a certain corner on the floor, that half the time the mall janators, have not swept that area up, and its all dirty. So I can’t sit there.
Sitting at a table or on a bench in the mall, easily gets me side tracked.
Studying outside doesnt help much either, cause a lot of the time it’s dark outside when I’m on break. So, weither it’s sitting on the wall oustide, or sitting in the car, It’s alot easier to work in properly lighted conditions. And I kinda get paranoid if the light is on in the car, so that wouldn’t help either.
Besides all that… when I have to do work on the computer, this P.O.S. doesn’t help at all. I can’t even count the amount of times that it has messed up and/slash/or Lagged like a M.F. on me while I was doing something thats meaningless, doesnt matter, and is just a waste of time. But, I still get mad when it happens. and if that happened while I was doing something important…. ooooh, I’ll be sooo ticked off… I’m just not gonna go there…
But, like I’ve said before, a new helmet is my priority before a new computer. Because, what good is a new computer and school, If your dead?… but, thats a differant story….
Why don’t I just stop riding? haha, good one. but no, seriously, I’d like go crazy if I didn’t have my bike. I’d have to go back to watching movies all the time.
So, then what I’m trying to get done now would be….
1. first off, I gotta get my bike fixed so it’ll actually start up.
2. gotta get a new helmet
3. get the helmet painted and finally get the scratches on the bike taken care of. Plus, I should also get new frame sliders.
4. new computer
5. quit work, or maybe work like one day a week. and focus on school.
soo, yeah…. all that will cost some big $$$. So, I can’t really stop working now… which brings me back the first thing about how I can’t do both work and school.
yeah…. I’ll just blame it all on my mom for making me get a job in the first place. Cause, I didn’t really need the money. First, I was gonna spend it all on a $2,900 computer, and that was just the computer, not including a monitor. But, then I spent it on a $8,000 streetbike. Though, I don’t regret getting my bike, It’s not like I absolutely needed to get one, and the reason why I could get one, was because of having a job. And now that I have the bike, there are a bunch of expenses that go towards it, which is now my reason for having to keep this job. Before the bike, I really had no reason for having a job where I was working 36-41 hrs a week.
anyways. I’ll end this rant now.