take a bite of this f*ing rant
why this midnight update? cause I just gotta get somethings off my
chest. Somethings, that I freggin feel the need to type to my self and
posted on here for who ever to see. I dont know if I’m in a Emo or hXc
mood right now. but I seriously just feel like stomping on someones
face. and I don’t know why. I just so want to be somewhere else right
now. and I know where, but who knows how long it will take before I can
get there. and who knows if what I’m looking for will be there when/if
I go there… and just screwing up when it comes to some certain
people, is also adding to this.
I just came home from the movies. I saw Cinderella Man. It was a good
movie, but not talking about the movie, everything seriously like all
this is like wtf.
Its just that, my mom comes home at 9:30, and is like, I thought you
were going to the movies. wtf? I didnt even know you were gonna come
home now. I was pretty much stuck at home all day, no car, thinking
that I couldnt go to the movies or anything else tonight, even though I
was sort of hopeing/planing to.
and If I knew I could go, I would have seen if anyone else wanted to go with me. thanks alot.
but anyways, I just go, maybe just to get out of the house, or
because I just need a little more space at the moment, and that I just
like driving at night with the windows down and the music goin (spining
Hatebreed tonight).
and wtf? why the f* does Evalyn allways have to make you go get a
freggin confermation from Alwin in order for her to give you any free
tickets.
well, at least Amber was cheerful enough to put a little bit of a smile on my face.
shnap, i thought I was like freggin dyeing durring the movie, I kept
coughing durring like the whole first half of it. it sucked.
Then, like right after the movie’s over some f*er has to turn on the
F*ing bright lights, again…. wtf, can I not sit there in the
darkness? anyways, that helped piss me off even more, and I
decided to be a F*n punk and I looked around at the other peoples left
behind mess. and I tiped over a box of popcorn and then I spilled a
drink on the floor. ya, F* me.
walking out, one of the security gaurds asked me if I was driving. I
kind of just gave him a nod, while thinking to my self, “whatevers,
stfu, don’t talk to me, leave me alone.” then the night janators
were laughing about something, probably me, but ya, I hope they laugh
when they see the mess.
but ya, I don’t know why, but getting into the car, I’m just really
fustrated. like I said before, I’d be so happy to just stomp on
someones face. I just left, windows down, music loud, not careing If
I’d be wakeing anybody trying to sleep. yes, I deserve a f*n beat down.
but when I got home, I turned off the garage and outside spot lights
that have been left on for me. and just went outside and just stared up
at what looked like it could be a thousand stars. I just layed down
right there in the drive way, stareing up at the stars and just trying
to figure out whats up with me. thinking about someone, and me, and
someplace, and leaveing this place. and, boy, I hope the stars are just
as bright elseware, cause I know I’ll be missing that. hahaha. nah nah
nah. j/k. but, my time was cut short, by my neighbor comeing
home, so I went inside, and decided to write this f*ing rant.
hopeing that it would help clear my head, and ya, it did. thanks. I
feel better right now. wow, ain’t I a freggin psyco kid.
and yes, you people may flame away at me, harsh coments are welcome.
Cool Beans.
“It was a trend for you, it’s a lifestyle for us.” – Adamantiumknot
